Tuesday, May 03, 2005

the simplest stuff can throw me off.
the way someone speaks to me.
the way someone says goodbye on the fone.
the way someone does anything and everything cos i always feel this strong sense of defence kicking in.

it's like i'm always protecting myself from something unknown.
i feel like the moment anything strays from the perfect path that is in my mind,
everything will go downhill and i'd be broken.

it's hard to explain.
it's even harder to justify it.
it can't be justified as much as i want to.
neither can it go away as much as i want it to.

10:52 AM