Friday, November 11, 2005

Now I understand how people can get addicted to painkillers.

cos i been popping some myself to ease off the pain that my neck sprain has caused me.

it works like a miracle,
but also gives me a queasy stomach and nausea.
that's my body's way of rejecting foreign substances, i call it a natural self-defence mechanism.
like if I drink too much alcohol, i'll start puking, way before I get to the high HIGH.

Brian brought me to the tampines chiro, since after 3 visits with the NEEDLES at Jurong, my neck doesn't seem to get any better.

whoa!
the man cracked my shoulders.
literally.
arms were raised,
fists were clenched,
screams were released,
people around me were temporarily deafened
and joints were cracked.

i feel slightly better,
and tons traumatised.

to cheer me up,
brian brought me to TM for tomato cream smoked salmon pasta.
was pretty gooood.
he gave me a budget of 150 to buy anything i wanted to take my mind off it,
he;s a sweet little button.
pity there wasn't much of a selection in TM,
plus i wasn't in the mood to shop.
only thing i bought was 8 days and some ski double up.

i've forgotten how it feels like to be able to turn my head around.

and despite the exams coming up in less than 2 weeks,
i have not started.
no sirrie.
zilch done,
it's hard enough to study without a sore neck,
u can just imagine the hell i'm gg thru rite now.

2:16 AM